there is no calcium in my life

i bought pink trousers for more vitamine c
and drew some monsters

i wish i could write all these things in chinese/
or draw it

collecting experiences like objects~
Araki's cat/
Philo Project/
the second prison day/

& all these pig moments.

i'm trying to quit obsessive thinking, so I bought some colorful clothes.
it was hard to admit that my black times were not a sign of getting better.

pink curtain in the kitchen was the first, i guess.
and the orchid.

when i enter the door, first i hear the cat power voice,
then i say hello to cats
and then i see Her.

and everything starts.

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and she sang it for me.
i left myself and watched it from outside, i couldn't say what happend to me then.
it was the right experience.


nanuq told me few words and i swallowed all of them.
i'm going to learn how to look.