where are you, dear dragon?

我身体和我的心没有边界。

我去了那儿，就开始呕吐。
我一回到家，就好了。

a stranger black cat came to my window today and slept in my bed.

burial is for the city.

right now going to the city is almost like a trip.

[there is a lot of moss in new zealand too]

burial is for a boy-me, not a girl-me.

you have your own world
a kid said to me at my workshops today.

is it possible, that I was a moss in some other life?

there is something weird about my relation with moss.

so many things happened that I almost forgot how this year had started!
January Adventures.
przywieź mi ręcznik i ładowarkę na mini usb

living near the Forest now

total craziness, and then bah.
but I never regret.

everything is sacred.

I'm sick of changing homes/
packing things/
going down the stairs to the car.

it's always related to girls

again I think I'll get rid of everything in the next 3 months

like in china
like in japan
like in a tent

my dress is old but at night the moon is kind;
then I wear a beautiful moon colored dress

[Native American child]

please remember how we buried the magpie

蝴蝶的悲梦

-

sms od Plusa:
"działasz wbrew karmie !"

to już nie jest śmieszne.

I can't wait for the Autumn this year -
it's going to be like this

and baked pumpkin.

I don't need dragons on my side
I don't need a dragon tattoo either
I'm a dragon myself.

some of the dinosaurs are still here!

kolejny sms od Plusa: "wysadzaj mumie i straszliwe dżiny czekające na osiemdziesięciu poziomach w czterech światach!"

I don't eat meat but my plant does.

required field must not be blank

this skateboard feeling is exactly as I expected
so now I will be able to escape the zombies.

.

dostałam smsa od Plusa:
"władaj mądrze swoim królestwem i chroń je przed smokami!"
szczerze mówiąc, wolałabym mieć smoki po swojej stronie.

她不需要头发或裙子

i watched science of sleep yesterday and I didn't like it.
of course things made from felt and paper are still perfect, but the relationships (and all those ships) were just scary.

and I still love grimes.

in this life, I'm so fucking lucky.

她的香味好像一棵树
里面有一种藓苔

azealia swearing in the morning.

in my last adventures I've found my own navigation organ.
I don't think I believed in it for real, until now.

在我的最后一个月的冒险中，我找到了我自己的导航器官。
到现在，我好像没有相信它实在存在。

ok, I was a shaman 30 years ago, too.
三十年前我也是一位巫师。

język we mgle.

rituals rituals

la vie des animaux et des princesses

etre un animal pour une princess
est-ce que ce la plus grand bonheur possible?

Je suis moi-même quand je suis le miroir.

but how a mirror can reflect itself?

暴雨以后

I switched Claire to Polly.

co nie jest tym samym co cos innego?

最近我们的妖魔不兼容。

去年一个小男孩子彻底地观察我，然后问我：你是一个孩子吗？

w tamtym roku przyglądał mi się uważnie mały chłopiec, a po chwili zapytał: czy ty jesteś dzieckiem?

migotanie

google translate (chinese- english) makes mistakes today. maybe it's the weather.

and yesterday he put a needle in my head and I was paralysed for a moment. I was not even afraid.

J said a snail will crawl out of your head now

我的身体是一张石蕊试纸。

great-grandmother and all the rest of my family and not-family, get the fuck out of my body.

太婆、死的人和没有死的人，你们都滚出我的身体去吧

 I know your face holds something that could consume you completely (...)
and you can't, and you can't see the weight in the heart.

昨天一点点黑烟溢出去了。
今天好多了。

从现在开始，我永远不会知道将来发生什么。
只在梦里。

pajacyk wyskoczył w dość ciekawym momencie, w całej okazałości.

All the modern things
Like cars and such
Have always existed
They've just been waiting in a mountain
For the right moment
Listening to the irritating noises
Of dinosaurs and people
Dabbling outside

那个生日蛋糕，我不会把它送给她的父亲。
我觉得人都应该自己照顾自己的祖先。

为了增加我身体里的叶酸的水平我买了绿色的外衣

我们互相联系不需要绳子。
死人在我的梦里。

我正在给我自己做柠檬蛋糕呢
我本来打算给他做。

我觉得我经历过纯爱和怒气，现在我要学习怎么经历纯悲伤。

这是完美的.我去过那儿。

[Comparing lengths by Yulia Startsev]

明

in my strange weekend-insight I've seen that all the hospitals, running away, protecting - it's all perfect.
it can all be accepted.

[few years ago I wrote that I wanted to write all these things in Chinese or draw it and now I can]
在我的奇怪周末悟道中， 我意识到所有的医院，逃跑，照顾等都是完美的。
都可以被接受。

[ 几年以前我写过我愿意用中文描写或画上所有的那些事情。现在我有能力这样做。]

寻找了一整年，我终于意识到怎么实在放出激痛點去。
现在我要学习怎么把它用好。

怎么摆脱习惯

I'm not happy any more
but being myself should be enough for now.

there is nothing wrong with my wrinkles

first I've got my face back
& then my name.

我不幸福了
但是我就是我自己，现在应该是够的。

皱纹没有什么问题

首先回来的就是我的脸，
然后是我的名字。

醒

the Queen is far away now
but I am myself.

for 3 days I was 2 years old again
but with adult consciousness.

我意识到这跟练习没有什么关系。

somehow we will see how a person can train herself.

and there is always the river.

mam wnętrzności zawiązane na supeł.
ale
jestem w himalajach, jest burza i przeczekam to
a potem się zobaczy
poza tym śnią mi się pierwotne rytuały/ torty urodzinowe.

/and maybe I'll able to get back this skateboard feeling.
poza tym
the winter is over.

someone tried to remove himself from the surface,
but it wasn't so easy in the end.
I'm looking for the airport feeling.

All things considered, being shot is not as bad as I always thought it might be. As long as you can keep the fear from your mind. I guess you could say that about most anything in life. It's not so bad as long as you can keep the fear from your mind.