the Goddess has made me a happy person.

girls' voices and
lace on Her.

I'm experimenting with metaphysics, turning the reality on the other side out.

cause for all we know
we might be dead by tomorrow.

so now let's talk about modal logic.

it's coming back to me all the time-
that I don't need anything except healthy knees

to run?
I was told that I would never be able to run (?)
so now what?

healthy knees to walk.
 and what about the fucking time before that?

aesthetics of slowing down.

a long time ago I wrote:
I don't need anything from future.
except healthy knees to run.

and now I can't even walk.

this is a fucking movie.
fucking prisoner in a white cell.

but I don't want to become transparent to escape
like that korean guy.

the water is still here.

this feeling
this experience
this is all amazing.


I can almost see myself in future.

metaphysical extravagance

structures, forms, dust
& all that modal ontology.

the structure is a bit flooded
hopefully it's just a wave.

I've got a new smell - swimming pool.

yulia.nida.lithuania.

getting older

long live the Queen.

I told her that emotions are aesthetic, but it seems that I forgot about that.
Recently, I've been only finding experiences this way.

a tram came and I realised that all these future/waiting thoughts are shit.
no matter how trivial, I felt that.
was this feeling aesthetic?

物の哀れ

When I see the towers fall,
It cannot be denied
that as a spectacle,
It is a realisation of the mind

I'm standing on a mountain top
And letting out a scream
It's the language of the earth,
It is the language of the beasts

There's no point to look behind us,
We left the corpse behind
Because flesh is weak and forms break down,
They cannot last forever.

When I see the towers fall
[shackleton]

aesthetics of coherence

yesterday morning I thought I wouldn't be able to leave the house without music and boyish clothes.

coś mi ostatnio przeskoczyło w mózgu, wskoczyło na inny level
nie wiem czy to przepalenie kabli czy może jakiś upgrade?

everyday/everynight aesthetics.
hyperhyperdub.

hyperdub.

imagine constructing a contradictory myth based upon an idea that it is itself not mythological.

oraz
w jaki sposób istnieje możliwość?
ontological babble.

needles and shivering are not enough, one needs to construct her own navigation organ, but with different function - inner armour/ more inner than some inner mechanisms. and the real trigger point.

nowy burial kontra limit internetu
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=555XMqqDYtU

there is this nice English word - aftermath.

maybe the body plays the role of ālayavijñāna?

too cold to draw